#3

     Now I'm still doubting if he wants us back, if he wants to get me back..if he really loves me...he's just not showing any effort..I'm starting to feel frustrated and eventually get tired of it..just make me feel like moving on..not knowing that I'm super paranoid that I dreamt about him calling her infront of me..he's making me feel that they are still in contact personally and maybe started to get even more intimate in their conversations..I don't know and I don't wanna think about it..let's see if I get into other airlines..I'll just leave behind all the sad memories and start a new life on my own..*fingers cross*