#2

     Giving him another chance even though knowing that he had feelings for another girl is just so not my principle..I've always tell myself that if a man ever changed his mind or heart I'll never wanna fight back for him..because it's just not worth it and it's definitely gonna happen again..I don't know what I'm doing is right but I just know that I'm stupid..

     It's like I've got stabbed right through my heart even when u pull out the knife the scar will still be there..should I just wait and see if he really wanted this and prove himself to me that he'll treat me right? That he's still the one for me?..

     I know even if I ever accept him back I'll never trust him anymore..I'll not have faith in him again and love like before..and I'll just wonder if he would ever try his level beat to regain my trust and faith..or will he repeat the same mistakes again..God please show me the right path..I'm really lost now..