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     After all the ups and downs we've finally decided to moved on..it was really hard for me to let go but I'll have to..it's just not right when he has someone else in his mind and yet continue this relationship..

     I never believe in promises and marriage until I met him..I can't believe after all we've been through he just let me down..I was hurt again and again..he promised that he'll stop texting her but he still did..knowing it'll jeopardize our relationship yet he's doing it..maybe she's really that important to him that he can't stop himself from drawing closer to her..I asked myself over and over again why does he have to lie? Why is he doing this? What I did to deserve this?..

     If he really loves me he will never fall for another girl..if he loves me he will not try to get closer to her knowing that we can mend things..but he just did...he knows clearly that if he continues texting her everyday their feelings will get deeper and deeper..he knows and that's what he wants.so devastated..he just changed his mind and heart that fast..

     I told him bout my ex, bout how he treated me and neglect me..and he said he'll never do that to me but he did and even worst trying to build special feelings with this other girl..but I'll move on and be strong because I know that I'll have to go through this and walk this road alone..hoping to forget about him and our memories more everyday..