Wide awake~

     I was once awake from a nightmare, and now I'm waking up from a dream..a dream that was so sweet that it hits me so hard and I've no words to describe how I feel..I was treated like a princess and was showered with so much love, but it was just a dream..gravity hurts indeed..

     Girls always get called being selfish because we don't understand what a guy wants and needs..but everyone in the universe knows how sensitive can a girl be, so why can't the guys try to understand our sensitivity..aren't they being selfish too??..

     I was once in a position where I feel like an option until I met my soulmate (which I thought he was)..and now I'm in the very same position again..I never wanna go through the same shit again..when they have no one they can give you all the time they have in the world..once they found someone you'll be push aside..isn't that selfish??..I might be selfish myself for limiting his time with his friends but I did the same to myself! In life, not all sacrifices will be appreciated..sometimes doing all these sacrifices will get us called as selfish..they will never understand how you feel when your friends know that you only make time for them when your other half is buzy with his things/friend......