A change for good or bad?

As time goes, things change..so do people..it's just the matter of good or bad..people you've once known are becoming strangers and best friends turning into enemies..at times I don't even know who am I anymore..not sure if it's things or people around me are confusing me to the state of complications or is it just me doing things that I do not wanna do..well, a lot of times when I force myself doing stuff that I dislike just to please others or thinking that maybe I'll be happier that way..the truth is I am not.....

It's really hard to be yourself and to please people around you because you can never be yourself in reality..come to think about it, it's not us wanting to be a faker, the fact is we are living in a materialistic and realistic world where everyone is wearing a mask..people are so good with words to the point where you can't even tell if what they are saying is true or not..how I wish I could just do things I like, say things I want and just be ME

One thing for sure, I am still being me waiting for a call from someone who will never call, waiting for something that will never come..yet, I'll still wait..at least when I wake up every morning I know I've something to look forward to..no matter how hard you try to force yourself to start something new with someone else, you know best that it's not gonna work, it's not the matter of time, it's just that you know he's someone
IRREPLACEABLE..

If I could turn back time to change one thing, it would be the day when we begin..anyways, am still feeling really ironic for whatever is happening around me..I need a getaway from things, from people, from complications..life's short, try to be yourself for once..sometimes, you hope things has never started so it'll never ends

IT'S FUNNY WHEN YOU'RE DEAD HOW PEOPLE STARTED LISTENING ~