A rebound or true love?

How can someone fall in love so fast again when they just broke off?? A rebound or true love? I just broke off with my 7 years boyfriend few months back..I've always thought that he would be the one for me..my first and definitely my last..but we can never predict the future..I was so sure about our future until our fifth year..he was never a reliable boyfriend nor a caring one..I always believe that if I put in more effort and give in more in the relationship, one day he'll realize..well, guess I am wrong..anyways, I have moved on, not forgetting about him but he's definitely not someone important to me anymore cause I've found someone who's worth loving..
  Of course at one point I was really disappointed and I thought I could never love again..not until I met him, my current boyfie ~<3 br="">I met him in an accident, or should I say by accident?? anyways, it was funny how we met and we still laugh about it until now..he never fails to put a smile on my face and he taught me how to fall in love again..fairy tales do not happen all the time..his past relationship has not only been haunting him but me as well..

He ended his 7 years relationship and got together with me after about 2 weeks..things happen really fast and I can't catch up at times..he always asked me to help him in forgetting his past and forgetting about her..but how am I suppose to do that when he was the one constantly thinking about it..it sounded so much like I am a rebound..forgetting is not by the help of others, not by avoiding..no one can help us doing that but ourselves..

Sometimes I feel that he's not ready for another relationship..if he is he won't mind me mentioning about her nor asking him about her..he told me that he moved on which I was not convinced..she seems to have such big impact on him and it kills me so much every time when I talked about her and he seem to be still so in love with her..he might not realize but I can tell..I don't wanna hold on to something that doesn't belongs to me..he's hurting himself and he's hurting me even more..
SOMETIMES I WISH YOU WERE IN MY PLACE JUST TO KNOW HOW I FEEL~

Growing up was never easy

Sometimes I just wish I never grow up..being the little girl who doesn't need to care about anything at all and taking things for granted..as I grow older I feel like I've no time for anything at all..everything just come to me at once..so much to do, so much to think and things doesn't seem to get done at all..how I wish I could just walk away from all these troubles..

Not mine to keep

What's not yours to keep, there is no point owning it with force..I have someone who I felt that he's not mine to keep and forcing him to be with me is really miserable..he's always so busy that he doesn't have even a second for me..well, guess he's busy with work, friends or perhaps someone else..I don't know..I am already not seeing him and I hope I'll continue to not see him and one day our relationship will eventually ends..also he doesn't call and seldom text me, it makes thing easier..this is the only way out for me..gonna get myself really busy with work and I guess the best thing of flying is enable me to meet new people and probably meet someone else and help to forget (*fingers cross*) =)

Being single is better than being with the wrong one

When I come to think about it, it seems like a man needs a woman more than a woman needs a man..what we woman needs is just a simple man who we can rely on, someone who can take care of us and someone who keeps their promises..but it's hard to find such man now..they want a girlfriend but never wanna be committed and never wanna be responsible..man is the most selfish creature on earth..all they want is to have fun fun fun and fun..they only think about themselves and put others feeling at the last especially someone they called "girlfriend"..I promise myself not to be these selfish creatures' dummy..I am capable enough to take care of myself and sometimes it's even better to be single as we don't have to go through heartbreaks over and over again, receiving empty promises..

Why do we ladies wanna put ourselves in such torturing situation..every time when you think about it you'll feel sad for yourself which I am feeling now..what the man doesn't know is that if such selfish acts keep repeating they are actually forcing us to not love them anymore..do you know that love fades??..I hope they know but even if they know they'll never bother..whatever it is I am actually used to being alone and I hope my job will keep me busy (which I believe it will) so that I won't have time for such nonsense.. =)

EVERYBODY'S WAITING TO SEE YOU BREAKDOWN, EVERYBODY'S WATCHING TO SEE THE FALLOUT, EVEN WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPING, KEEP YOU EYES OPEN~

AirAsia Flight Attendant Interview Process

Hey peeps, just to share a bit of my experience with y'all about the process and stages that you'll go through during AirAsia Flight Attendant Interview..especially for those who are going for this upcoming interview which in on the 26th April 2012..interview starts at 9am ya..remember to bring all documents that are needed..so here's how the interview goes:-

First of all when you reach there (AirAsia Academy) you'll need to queue up to get your original SPM certificate and IC check and then measurements of height and weight...after that the staff will verify all your documents that will be needed and you're given a number..there were approximately 300 hopeful candidates during my batch..

So here's how the first round starts..there will be 2 interviewers and 1 interviewee...you are required to do a short cat walk..don't panic!! just a really short one and then they'll ask you some questions about yourself..you're also required to read an announcement either in English or Bahasa Malaysia..

If you passed this round you're then ready to go for the 2nd round, the English test..there will be 40 MCQ and 3 essay questions but only choose one!! please don't do all 3, I know there were some candidates did all 3 essays @__@ ..save your time to double check you answers..

Next, the 3rd round (there were 56 candidates who made it through)..there will be 10 panels and each and everyone of us will need to walk out individually to do a brief introduction about ourselves and then a random question will be asked..what I mean by random is they will ask things like what's your favorite food, what's your favorite color and why??..if you are lucky enough you might get some more "sophisticated" questions..something about the CEO of AirAsia or perhaps Bill Gates and Steve Jobs..anyways, just make sure you answer confidently because they will judge the way you talk and the level of confidence I am sure..

If you passed the 3rd round, you'll then proceed to the final round with 2 interviewers and 1 interviewee (only 23 candidates made it this time)..this is the time when you need to convince them to hire you and show your passion towards the job..be sure to answer all the questions and never tell them you DON'T KNOW!!

After the final round, you'll ask to go home and wait for their call for medical check up..this will take about 1 to 2 weeks..just be patient you'll get your call!!..

So here's the tips, be sure to smile all the time from the moment you step foot into the hall!!..they sure love to see their future Flight Attendant with that big bright smile on their face..just have fun and the people won't eat you so dun get scared..they are all really nice people but sometimes we just need to accept the comments and critics with a big heart..remember never to get upset if you don't get through this time around..keep trying and never give up alright!! =)

All the best to the candidates this coming Thursday!!