A sexy ME

Middle or side parting??

2012-01-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

My front hair is at its most annoying state now..whenever I put to side parting the line just doesn't go to the side that I want..so I am now having middle parting..was planning to cut bangs or maybe just cut it short..IDK..so annoying!! @__@

Not considering the other half?

2012-01-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

Who is the first person you think of whenever you're in trouble or have problems? Who comes to your mind first? Last 2 days I was so freaking lost around Shah Alam road.. I have never been this lost and scared.. My phone battery left 8%, car fuel left 2 bars, and worst of all my Google map wasn't working!!..I was driving around Shah Alam area trying to figure out how to get back home for almost an hour..I see no sign of petrol station, even if I do it's closed..I tried to follow the road signs but leads me to nowhere but to some really dark and quiet industrial area..at that very moment I was thinking to myself who should I call, who should I seek for help? no one comes to my mind..I know it's hard to ask for help and people are selfish..no matter how much a person tells you they love you..they would rather do their own thing at home or continue to hang out with their friends..no one will ever ask you if you need them to come over to look for you, to bring you back or whatsoever..the best is still being independent..anyways, my Google map ends up showing me some sympathy and start doing its job..I am so glad that I reached home safely and I found my way all by myself and of course with the help of Google map =)

THE AWKWARD MOMENT WHEN YOU THINK YOU ARE IMPORTANT TO SOMEONE, BUT YOU ARE NOT~

Dora's farewell =(

2012-01-09T00:29:00.004+08:00

My DODO is leaving to Kuwait soon for cabin crew training..I am gonna miss you so freaking much >.< ..sobzzz..

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, WE'LL ALWAYS BE BESTIES..THAT'S A PROMISE!!

Am missing CBN

2011-11-28T01:32:00.003+08:00

I was browsing through Facebook just now and I saw Pn. Gan's (my favorite teacher and maths teacher) picture album..it's all about Pn. Ann's farewell..after all this years serving the school, our beloved headmistress is finally retiring..looking through all those pictures of my school teachers brought me back to those good old times..

No matter how much I used to hate school, I am actually missing school a lot..the band, the students, teachers I hate, teachers I like and our funny guard, Pak Din..it's just so nostalgic~~

Hello Kitty in action =D

2011-10-16T02:17:00.004+08:00

Me want drive this car >.< ..it's from Hong Leong bank roadshow..shooo cute right?!!

My Melody!..use to be one of my favorite cartoon character and still is =)

Hello Kitty!!..all time favorite as always

Me heart you! ♥

Online game meh?!

2011-10-07T14:17:00.003+08:00

So I've been working for this online game for a month and I didn't know they've put me and my friend's picture in their website..face so big samo @____@ ..really meh?!!..I don't look nice!!..huhuhuhu T_____T

Cutest baby on earth!!

2011-09-26T19:11:00.003+08:00

Gonna fill my blog with some cuteness!!..she's shooo cute I'm gonna die..she's madness cute..missing her already >.<

Joelle loves sing along and rhymes.."Hi$ckory Dickory Dock" is her favourite =D

Oh, she's also a very good poser..lolzz

He doesn't have to be perfect

2011-09-21T22:35:00.004+08:00

It's not hard to look for a boyfriend, but it's not easy to find the right one too..well, he doesn't have to be perfect..as long as he's treating you right, loving you, and never take you for granted..the reason why I am writing this post it's because lately I've realize how lucky some of my friends are to have such nice boyfriend..what do I mean by nice?..let me just tell you about one of my friend aka my colleague..last week I was working with her on Malaysia Day (yes yes, it's a public holiday, but not for me) she brought along her boyfriend..I thought he was just there to help us set up the booth and laptops, however he was actually there to wait for my friend (his girlfriend) until she's done with work..which was about 4-5hours?!!..and without a single bit of complains..guess what?!..again, he was there with her on Sunday!..how often do find a guy who's willing to wait for their girlfriend for hours during their holidays?!!..most of them would rather stay home or hang out with their friends..I would already praise The Lord if my boyfriend would ever spend just an hour to have lunch with me

Anyways, not only he's willing to give in all his leisure time for her, also I think he's a really sweet boyfriend..I remember she told me that her boyfriend surprised her with a white iPhone when all she wanted was just to wait for him to pass down his black iPhone to her..not to mention, last two weeks when she couldn't find her way to the work place, her boyfriend actually drove all the way to bring her there..how sweet is that?!..

I am not here to tell all the girls to find a guy who's willing to give in all his leisure time nor telling all the guys to surprise their girlfriends with an iPhone..what I am trying to say here is girls don't need a perfect guy, all we need is just someone who treat us right..you don't have to be filthy rich, you don't have to be as good looking as Daniel Wu, you don't need to own a bungalow, sports cars, etc etc etc..all we want is you!!..girls are not hard to please, it's the things that you're willing to do for us..even if it's just a little thing..it's the thought that matters ♥

I WON'T ASK FOR PROMISES, THAT WAY YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIE~

Killing time!!

2011-09-18T03:38:00.004+08:00

So this is what we do during work...oppss, I mean during our "free time"..heh..CAM-WHORE, CAM-WHORE AND MORE CAM-WHORE!!..wohoo~~

Narcissistic much XD

SOUVENIRS!! ♥

2011-09-17T02:26:00.002+08:00

Souvenirs from Jane, all the way from Japan!!..wohoo~ me so lovie the big minnie key chain bow..lovely..also Jane got me Liz Lisa catalog..yatta~~ I know it's only the catalog, but but it's from Liz Lisa >.< ..thanks Jane..me lovie lovie you a lot lotz lotzzz. =D

What's wrong with using vouchers??

2011-09-09T11:51:00.003+08:00

I don't know what's the problem with us using vouchers?!!..we got vouchers, we use it!!..few days back I went to Lee Jeans (located in Pyramid) with Mocchi..we wanted to use up our vouchers worth of RM300..so when we got in the shop of course we double confirm whether we can use it or not..and then the sales girls started to gave us the "damn-you-cheapos" look -.-" ..their service was fucking bad..they don't even bother to serve us while we trying on the clothes and jeans..HELLO!!..I did chipped in RM40 to use your RM200 voucher ok..also Taylie said she went to the shop too and she heard them saying "voucher lagi"..WTF..not that we want to buy your stuff so much and I don't really like the jeans and clothes also..not gonna go there anymore!!..pissed off~

Public transports suck!!

2011-09-06T23:50:00.004+08:00

I've not been taking the public transports for don't know how many donkey years..so I took the LRT today to go Wangsa Maju for briefing (as I've no idea how to get there, or else I won't torture myself with public transports)..half way through my journey, smokes started to filled the train..WTF..so we were forced to wait for another train..the briefing took only 15 minutes and guess how long I need to get home?..3 freaking hours!!..waited for the train for more than 30 minutes..what's worst was the train got stuck at every few stations and also all passengers were to changed train every 2 stations!!..so super packed ok..FML -.-" can you imagine I was coming back from Wangsa Maju all the way to Kelana Jaya..changing train every 2 stations..are you kidding me??..I guess it only happens in Malaysia..that's the efficiency of our country..great job!!

ME and contact lens

2011-09-02T04:03:00.005+08:00

I felt so stupid after I bought these contact lenses..first of all I have not worn any before, secondly, I have good eye sight *ahem*, thirdly, I don't think I'll be so hardworking putting them on..anyways, I bought them and I've stupidly tried to put them on for like a week!!..I've been watching videos from YouTube of how to put it on and get it off..so I finally did it!!..hooray to me~~

Do you see any difference??..well, I guess not really..I think my eyes are too small for contact lenses..I am wearing the size of 14.5mm but then, my irises were fully covered till you can hardly see my eye white!..FML..damn I look like a monster @__@

Just to let you have a closer look of how freaking small my eyes are and how my irises got fully covered till you can hardly see my eye white!!

I swear I was looking at the camera ok!..I have no idea why it comes out looking like that..as if I am looking at somewhere else.. -.-"

All by myself

2011-08-28T00:27:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I find no reasons to be in a relationship..even if I do, I am just as lonely as being single every other days..I don't mind if you don't spend time with me on all weekdays, but now you don't even spend time with me on weekends...seeing happy couples walk passed me every time, thinking that I have you too but how come you are not here all the time?..as though you're just my imagination, someone who I see in my dreams?..we don't go out as often not even on weekends, you never call nor text me anymore..you were never here when I needed you the most, you don't know that I misses you, you don't know that I cry myself to sleep, you don't know when I am upset, and I guess you'll never know..

SOMETIMES YOU JUST NEED TO CRY FOR NO REASON AT ALL, IT JUST MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER~

Aforadio Angel Search 2011 Finale

2011-08-15T15:11:00.005+08:00

It has been a really great journey..I wanna take this opportunity to thank everyone who has voted for me and supported me throughout this whole competition especially my girls, Jane, Dora, Von and Nusha (I know they've shouted their lungs out during the final)..I am really grateful to all of you..I had so much of great times with the angels as well as the Aforadio crews..they are a bunch of awesome people =) ..I'll miss y'all so very much <3

Our Cowgirl shots at the entrance of Lee Jeans outlet!!..woots~~

I L.O.V.E this picture shooo much..thanks Taylie for the awesome picture! =D

Jenny loves me so much that she even wanna take picture with my back XD

Congrats to Angelia, Sharon, and Kelsey..they deserves it!! =) ..applause to all the angels and crews for making this event happening..their efforts and hard work has finally paid off..GREAT SHOW!!

Aforadio "On Ground Task" (5/8/11 - 6/8/11)

2011-08-07T17:05:00.011+08:00

It's already the final stage..I am lucky enough to be one of the finalist and of course thanks for all the support and votes that my friends have been giving me throughout this whole competition =) ..so what have we, the 10 finalist been doing this weekend?..we went to colleges and shopping malls to get votes from the public as well as creating awareness..it was FUN!! =D

Kick ass!!!..Angelia is looking cute here...lolzz

I think I am falling in love with our cat walk "guru" XD

We are one big happy family =D

Little Joelle baby talking =)

2011-08-02T03:01:00.002+08:00

My little niece chit chatting with her "popo"..shooo cute!!..can't wait till she knows how to call me "yee yee" =D

WE ARE TERRIBLE がくせ！

2011-07-30T22:29:00.004+08:00

We were suppose to go for our Japanese class this afternoon..guess what we did instead??..we went for a haircut!!..we never intended to play truant..just that we haven't finish our　しゅくだい, also I was running late thanks to the traffic jam and I can't get any parking!!..FML~ anyways, Jane looks really nice with her new hairstyle =)

While Dora waiting for her hairstylist we camwhore..wohoo~~

Jane is gonna shave bald!!.. XD

Jane's new look..she look like Chibi Maruko Chan now...lol

Finally, me with short hair @___@ ...I don't think I look nice in short hair..so I've decided to put some fertilizer for fast growing of hair..hahaha..now my hair is long again =p

Aforadio Angel Search 2011 (Stage 3)

2011-07-28T02:19:00.002+08:00

The pictures are finally up..I need all your votes and support for the very last time so that I can proceed to the final..go to aforadio page, click on my album (AMELIA) and then click like for my album as well as all my pictures ya..nice or not just click click click..heh..thank you so much..love love love~~ =D

David Archuleta Live in Malaysia (26/07/2011)

2011-07-27T15:36:00.004+08:00

It's David Archuleta The Other Side of Down Tour!!!..and Jane got us some VVIP tickets..wootss~~ I bet most of Archuleta's fans gonna hate us since we are not his fan but we got FREE VVIP TICKET!!..hahahah..too bad =p ..the best thing of this concert was definitely we got to sit!!..

Look at how happy Dora was!!

Opening act by Hao Ren..not too bad tho =)

Here's the cutie Archuleta..we had really good view @_@ ..but the lighting spoil all my pictures =/

**********unrelated complaint**********

After the concert I went "yum cha" with Karine and so there was this uncle sitting right opposite me with a newspaper on his hands..those Chinese porno type of newspaper not sure what kinda newspaper was that..anyways, he was "reading" the same page for almost an hour and suddenly I saw him rubbing his freaking dick and flashing it!!!...WTF..damn disgusting uncle..yuck to the max..spoil my entire beautiful night!! =.='

Aforadio Angel Search 2011 (Stage 3 photo shoot)

2011-07-24T16:16:00.006+08:00

Photo shoot for stage 3..we are the tea-time girls!!..I love the theme for this stage, the 50's pin-up girls style..hopefully all our pictures will turn out to be nice *fingers cross*..

Do you have any idea how much rouge they put on our faces??..we look like a bunch of Chinese opera singers @___@..we had our touch ups every 5 minutes!!

Michelle the make up artist..she's really nice and cute, also very "sampat-ted"..lol

Our last photo shoot for the competition..I am already missing the girls now..Yuji, Angelia, Alexisgrace, Kelsey, Mocchi, Vivian, Taylie, and the rest..they are indeed a bunch of lovable girls..I wanna thank them for all the tears and joy throughout this journey =D

Aforadio Angel Search 2011 (Stage 2)

2011-07-13T16:30:00.003+08:00

FOR THOSE WHO HAVE NOT VOTED FOR ME..PLEASE VOTE NOW!!..THANK YOU =)
PLEASE GO TO www.aforadio.com..VOTE FOR AMELIA TAN!!

xoxo

Aforadio Angel Search 2011 (Stage 2 photo shoot)

2011-07-09T21:36:00.006+08:00

Successful got into stage 2..you may start voting on the 13th July 2011..no worries if you forget to vote, I will be here to remind you =p

Make ups and hair do early morning at 8am @__@ ..guess what?!..I slept at almost 5am!!..I am sure there'll be another set of fugly pics of me >.<

Shooting at Hyundai Roadshow in the Curve

Taylie and I in our outfits of the day..THE COWGIRL THEME!!

I am guessing she's the manager of LEE JEANS..not too sure tho but she's really nice and friendly..helping all the girls with the fitting session..she does gave us good advice =)

Here we are, the settings..not with the pony (pony is specially customized for Mochi..lol)..we get to pose with a horse, Unicorn..heh..

Little puppy with her mommy..shooo cute..extremely "manja" and friendly as well =D

Not forgetting this little monkey..playful and smart

Another tiring day..reached home at 10pm again..well, I was supposed to be at home by 9pm..I didn't use the Federal highway know that it'll be super jam so I used NPE instead...but I still get stuck in the jam after the second toll -.-" ..I accidentally banged on someone's car too cause I fell asleep..thank God no damage or what so ever..

Bad month

2011-07-03T17:03:00.002+08:00

This year's June seems like the longest June in my life!!..all bad things are like coming to me one after another =/ ..FML..first I hurt my toe..it was like extremely painful that it's literally killing me..it's not just any other oh-I-hurt-my-toe kinda pain..it was so freaking painful that I almost fainted @__@..and my toe nail is like half coming out..so disgusting OK!

Not to mention, I had conjunctivitis!!..I couldn't open my left eye..it was so red, swollen, painful and it keeps tearing like nobody's business..went to the doctor and guess what?..I just found out that my cornea has a scar, old scar actually..WTF..anyways, just too much shit happens and I am not gonna bored you with all my "interesting" grandmother stories here..hoping for better coming months and in another 6 months it's new year..good months, good years ahead..*fingers cross*

IT'S BETTER TO MISS SOMEONE QUIETLY, RATHER THAN LETTING THAT PERSON KNOW AND GET NO RESPONSE~

xoxo

Votes and support needed for (Stage 1) =)

2011-06-29T15:37:00.004+08:00

Hey people!!..please go to AMELIA TAN AFORADIO ANGEL SEARCH 2011 and click on like..your votes and support are very much needed and appreciated..thank you so so so so so much =)

Please don't feel hesitate to click on like though I know I look super distasteful in both the pictures and super crappy in my video...it's not the photographer's fault, just my own problem..the photographer was really professional and nice..sorry "muka mengada" that's why I look like crap in those pictures and video =/ hope you guys can still vote for me >.<

Aforadio Angel Search 2011 (Stage 1 photo shoot)

2011-06-26T00:15:00.006+08:00

Such a tiring but fun day..so many pretty girls for me to "cuci mata" XD

Amelea Tan & Amelia Tan..lolol

I think I prefer calling her Mochi =)

I and Yu Ji

Mun Mun and me

Evonne and Amelia

I am really really lazy to write a post now..we were there to get ready for the shoot at 8am and I reached home at 10pm!! >.< ..can you imagine how tired am I now??..I need my beauty sleep..so I'll just sum it all up in one word.....AWESOME! =D

Aforadio Angel Search 2011 (briefing)

2011-06-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

Went for Aforadio Angel Search 2011 briefing this morning, which means I have succesfully proceed to the next stage top 25 (Stage 1) =) ..got my La Senza and Lee Jeans vouchers too..million thanks to those who have voted for me and supported me..hope you guys can continue voting for me for the upcoming stage 1..photoshoot tomorrow, so excited >.<

Special thanks to darling James James who have supported me all the way and purposely waking up in the morning to fetch me to Aforadio Studio for the briefing..after that brought me to Cream & Fudge for ice cream ♥

Please continue voting for me in the next stage..though only 40% are from public votes but all your votes and support means a lot to me =) ..I shall go for my beauty sleep now so that I'll look my best for tomorrow's shooting..love y'all..muaxie muax muax =D

Time passes so fast!!

2011-06-21T23:06:00.002+08:00

Can time pass anymore faster?!!..it's already mid-term week..this is like the fastest semester for me..after mid-term, presentation, then finals, after that semester break >.< ..so so so fast @___@ ..gotta start with my senior project A.S.A.P..last 2 semesters and I'll be graduating (like finally)..can't imagine myself being in the working world..no more sleeping late, waking up in the afternoon, shopping on weekdays and "yum-cha" session whenever I want..huhuhu..will be waking up every early morning, stuck in jam, coming home after 5pm, stuck in jam again, in my formal attire, dull dull life..OK, maybe I shouldn't be thinking about all this first..I shall embrace whatever I am doing now..which is REVISION!!

xoxo

AFO Angel Search 2011

2011-06-13T03:52:00.004+08:00

PLEASE VOTE FOR ME!!..CLICK HERE AND IT WILL DIRECT YOU TO MY PICTURE..JUST CLICK ON LIKE BUTTON..THANK YOU!!..MUAXIE MUAX MUAX =)

P/s: you can go to Aforadio Facebook page to cast your votes too and vote for any angels you like, but please do support me too ^.^

ConePizza

2011-06-11T19:38:00.003+08:00

Saw the ConePizza ad when we were searching for parking..it looks so delicious, so me and James decided to give it a try before our movie..and yes, this taste really yummy and juicy..if you were to drop by Pyramid remember to try this..located at the same level as TGIF =)

8 yummy juicy flavors to choose from

My pepperoni and James' creamy chicken

My cutie pie niece, Joelle girl

2011-06-08T21:55:00.003+08:00

A super cute video of my little niece, Joelle sent by my sister
Isn't she adorable?!!..she's such a sweetheart..can't wait to see her =D

The cam-whore princesses ♥♥

2011-06-06T22:18:00.003+08:00

PICTURES SPAMMING...SPAM SPAM SPAM!!!... XD

ﾏﾙｶﾜ~

2011-06-01T21:43:00.002+08:00

Anyone of you remember this bubble gum??..I found these in Daiso!!..I used to have it during primary..never had it for like more than a decade I guess?..MEMORIES~ =D

~HAPPY~

THE HARDEST GOODBYE IS THE ONE WHERE YOU KNOW THERE MIGHT NEVER BE ANOTHER HELLO~

BACK TO COLLEGE

2011-05-30T20:21:00.004+08:00

Yerrrrr.......my 2 weeks sem break is over..not fun..gonna get my freaking results and starts lecture again "how nice"

Anyway, am so extremely f*cking pissed right now..I am force to attend someone's wedding (I don't even know who) but that's not the thing, the problem here is I am gonna meet lots and lots of fakers, hypocrites and f*cktard arrogant people..they think as if they are super famous people that the whole world knows them and look down on you worse than a rat!!..the best thing is they'll act as if they don't know you, the fact is they actually know who you are..how amazing is that..this is what f*cktard people do right?!!..am so damn it pissed till I have no words to describe it!!..so annoying.. W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R~~

Haagen Dazs' Chocolate Fondue ♥

2011-05-26T14:18:00.003+08:00

At last!!..I had my Haagen Dazs fondue..I've been craving for Haagen Dazs for like days >.< ..felt like I was in heaven..aha..but that was too much for 2 person to share..so chocolatie, so filling, but I was S.A.T.I.S.F.I.E.D~

Enjoying sweet fondue with the sweetest person who pays the bill of course..muaxie ♥

1 month old baby Joelle =D

2011-05-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

My little niece, Joelle has just turned one month old..she's shoooo cute as usual and she definitely needs lots and lots of cuddles..but who wouldn't wanna cuddle her?!!.. =)

BESTIES FOREVER!! ♥♥

2011-05-23T15:54:00.002+08:00

Thank you Von for the Shabu Shabu..we were suppose to celebrate your be-early birthday but ended up you treat us all..
WE HEART YOU LOT LOTS LOTSS ♥

TRUE FRIENDS WON'T LET YOU DO SILLY THINGS.......ALONE~

2AM autograph session!!

2011-05-21T01:23:00.003+08:00

I WAS AT 2AM AUTOGRAPH SESSION..I REPEAT, I WAS AT 2AM AUTOGRAPH SESSION!!..am not a fan, I don't listen to their songs or what-so-ever..but I was there to get their autographs?!!..hah..was actually doing my bestie, Jane a favor ^.^ ..anyways, I got to see cute guys..they are so pretty, prettier than ME!!..FML

We reached late, but hey they were later than us..lolzz..the autograph session was really fast..our journey was even longer than that!!..only got to see them for like freaking 15 minutes..wait, didn't really get to see them also..just a glance while we were on stage for their autographs -.-"

There you go!!..Jane got both her album signed..hehe =)

New killer heels

2011-05-19T21:51:00.002+08:00

Aren't they gorgeous?!!..definitely love at first sight..I AM FALLING IN LOVE! =D

Was around KL this afternoon..can you imagine how worried I was on the way to KL?!!..thanks to those uncivilized crazy guys riding around and splashing acids to girls..please please catch those insane people and stop all our worries..*praying hard*

Penang Island =D

2011-05-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

Just got back from Penang yesterday night..was really tired and exhausted but I have enjoyed =) ..I hope I do gain some weight after this trip..hehe

The famous "Char Kuey Teow" (from the goggle uncle/aunt stall)..look at those prawns!!..so big, so juicy and so crunchie..yummy yum yum..this cost RM 9.00 @_____@

Penang "asam laksa" taste sweet >.<

Cendol for dessert ^.^

P/s: Didn't took much pictures tho..anyways, was there to eat, eat, eat and eat..heh

I got RABITO!!!

2011-05-14T14:46:00.003+08:00

A FRIGGIN' BIG THANK YOU TO VONNIE!!..I love the souvenir so so so so damn it much..you know me too well babe XD

This is the RABITO cover I've been looking for up and down..I know most of you already have it but I just couldn't find the color I want (and the price of course)..anyways, Von has fulfilled my wish..hehe..how could any girls not fall for it cute-ness?!..

The Hello Kitty marshmallow is such cute-ness too..I love all of it, but above all I love all my girls more ♥

Dora got SPOTTED!!

2011-05-12T00:11:00.003+08:00

Dora got spotted by HOT MAGAZINE!! ^.^ ..told ya her Britney look nailed it..what to do, my friend ma XD

*pictures steal from http://dorathestrange.blogspot.com/*

F.R.E.E.D.O.M

2011-05-11T05:10:00.003+08:00

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S me ♥ you =) ..first thing first SHOPPING!!..I've not been shopping for quite some time (window shopping is not counted right?!)..before that I'll need to do some cleaning spree..my room is such a mess now and since I am a good girl I'll clean the living room too ^.^ ..I feel like I have so much to do but yet so little time..only 2 freaking weeks of holidays..anyways, I know I should feel contented..tehee~~

FEMME FATALE

2011-04-30T02:44:00.000+08:00

Thank you Jane for the invitation..I am not a big fan of Britney, but I am a big fan of my darling Dora =D ..my main purpose was there to support my bestie chio Dora..she look so awesome in look-alike-Britney from TOXIC!!..she look so hot that I think she should win >_< ..OK fine, consolation prize is good enough..still think she should have won..WHATEVER~~

See how cute she looks!!..hehe..Me is proud of you!! ♥

The only one who can make my day

2011-04-26T02:16:00.003+08:00

Such precious smile from baby Joelle..just a look at you can make my day, no one else can ever do that.."yee yee" loves a a lot Joelle girl =)

WHEN IT'S GOOD, IT'S GREAT. WHEN IT'S BAD, IT'S HORRIBLE. YOU NEVER KNOW WHETHER TO HOLD ON OR TO LET GO~

Welcome baby girl Joelle =)

2011-04-23T21:46:00.003+08:00

Welcoming my little cutie niece =D ..isn't she sadorable?!!..I so wanna kiss kiss her and carry her but she looks so fragile, so tiny..well, I JUST GOT PROMOTED TO AUNT!!..lolol

She's shooo cute that I so wanna squeezy hug her..hehe.."yee yee" loves you..muaxie muax muax ^.^

Strangers, again

2011-04-22T13:42:00.004+08:00

"Every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable."

1st stage - Meeting

2nd stage - The chase

3rd stage - Honeymoon

4th stage - Comfortable

5th stage - Tolerance

6th stage - Downhill

7th stage - Breaking up

I think this video applies to most of us..don't you think so?..anyways, I personally think this video is really nice =)

IF YOU LOVE SOMEBODY LET THEM KNOW, DON'T GO OFF DOING STUPID THINGS AND LETTING THEM GO~

P/s: Recommended by "The Wild Kitty Cat"..lolol =P

Day out with Instax Mini 7s

2011-04-14T15:52:00.002+08:00

Finally launch my baby Instax Mini 7s ^.^ with two crazy girls Wai Keng and Suk Yeen (the wild cat)..the 2 girls made me laugh none stop with their "crazy act"

This wild cat said she shy, don't wanna take pictures bla bla bla..end up posing here and there -.-"

Cute or not?!!..our pretty pretty polaroid pictures =) ..more to come..tehee~~

Instax mini 7s

2011-04-10T22:44:00.003+08:00

New toy, new love!!..finally got an instax mini 7s ~happy~ (^.^) ..thank you James James ♥

Cute right and it's PINK!!..awesome-ness

James bought me two types of ministax too, the normal one and the Hello Kitty one ~LOVED~ ..10 sheets in each packet and it's definitely not cheap..James, I know your wallet is in "pain" now..magic kiss OK?!!..heh

My random-ness

2011-04-03T19:55:00.003+08:00

Gosh, just realize my blog is so super dead..well, not much interesting stuff happen over the month..all about college, assignments and quizzes..how fun?!!..

Just some random update..still think that Dragon-I serves the best "siu long bao" =)

Aren't they cute?!!..this two little pigs cost RM9.00.. -.- ..am buying their cute-ness..I know right!!..anyway, they taste just like any other ordinary red bean bun, only they look cuter..

I GAVE UP BECAUSE YOU REFUSED TO FIGHT FOR ME LIKE HOW I FOUGHT FOR YOU~

UNEXPLAINABLE

2011-03-29T03:19:00.005+08:00

♥♥♥

It's awesome how you can fall in LOVE with someone you didn't even notice at the first time you met them~

♥♥♥

The band juniors of juniors'

2011-03-16T02:30:00.000+08:00

Went back to school (my beloved CBN) with Dodo to check out on our school band..it really brings back a lot of memories, both good and bad..well, school time is always the best tho we had to deal with homeworks, waking up early in the morning, assembly, exams and teachers..but we did had a lot of fun, don't we?!!

OMG!!..this counting down board is damn depressing wei..lolol

School's canteen still looks the same..not much changes

Our band room!!..a slight changed but still looks the same to me ^.^

Freaking a lot of new instruments >.< ..since when our school so rich??!!..oh ya, CBN has became a CLUSTER SCHOOL *proud*..they have timpani now?!..and a new tuba..WTH..why don't we get new instruments during our time?!!..

There, the cute little ones..sad to say we don't know them and they definitely have no idea who we are.me and Dodo felt damn lost cause nobody knows us, even Mr Koh couldn't recognized us T__T ..and yes, Mr Koh has lost weight!!..he look so thin now as if he's gone under so much of stress..he can seriously give some lost weight advice to those who needs it

Last but not least, my best junior, Ainura!.. =) ..can you believe that I actually played that during school time??!!..was marching with it too..it's almost my size @___@ ..I can't believe it either!!..damn I am good =p

LOMO LOMO

2011-03-04T02:17:00.000+08:00

I am so tempted to get a LOMO CAMERA!!..am in love with the Hello Kitty one but it's too expensive, I don't mind getting the normal one tho but still it's expensive especially the films =( ..as you know I have too many wants in my list >.< all I can do now is to take polarize effect from my baby iPhone..I am not complaining but would be nice if I own one lomo camera

This picture of Jane is shooo cute!! ^.^

DODO san dyed her hair..FINALLY

2011-02-28T20:47:00.003+08:00

After a long long thought, Dora finally decided to dye her freaking hair..she should regret if she didn't do it cause it turns out awesome wei =)

There you go..the awesome result..tehee~

SSEEEEEE!!!..her hair color is ever lighter and more visible than mine..how annoying is that?!!.. >.<

Darly vs Monsters

2011-02-22T16:24:00.003+08:00

I found little Darly(s) in Parkson!!..they are oh-so-cute tiny hippos..I still love mine the most a medium size Darly that I hug to sleep almost every night =)

We are MONSTERS!..RAAWWWRRRRRRR~~

A change for good or bad?

2011-02-21T15:35:00.005+08:00

As time goes, things change..so do people..it's just the matter of good or bad..people you've once known are becoming strangers and best friends turning into enemies..at times I don't even know who am I anymore..not sure if it's things or people around me are confusing me to the state of complications or is it just me doing things that I do not wanna do..well, a lot of times when I force myself doing stuff that I dislike just to please others or thinking that maybe I'll be happier that way..the truth is I am not.....

It's really hard to be yourself and to please people around you because you can never be yourself in reality..come to think about it, it's not us wanting to be a faker, the fact is we are living in a materialistic and realistic world where everyone is wearing a mask..people are so good with words to the point where you can't even tell if what they are saying is true or not..how I wish I could just do things I like, say things I want and just be ME

One thing for sure, I am still being me waiting for a call from someone who will never call, waiting for something that will never come..yet, I'll still wait..at least when I wake up every morning I know I've something to look forward to..no matter how hard you try to force yourself to start something new with someone else, you know best that it's not gonna work, it's not the matter of time, it's just that you know he's someone
IRREPLACEABLE..

If I could turn back time to change one thing, it would be the day when we begin..anyways, am still feeling really ironic for whatever is happening around me..I need a getaway from things, from people, from complications..life's short, try to be yourself for once..sometimes, you hope things has never started so it'll never ends

IT'S FUNNY WHEN YOU'RE DEAD HOW PEOPLE STARTED LISTENING ~

my SPECIAL ones =)

2011-02-14T00:37:00.006+08:00

My ultimate shopping kaki, concert kaki, hang out kaki, drinking kaki, and all other kaki(s) you can think of..

My darling babes are shoooo cute!

GREEDY ME!

Cherry pie Dodo..she said she can't do this pose (*o*) but she can do this pose ('*') with the cherry..hah

P/s: Vonnie you are my SPECIAL one too!!..too bad you were sick that night..anyways, join us next round =)

♥♥ HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ♥♥

BURLESQUE

2011-02-08T00:27:00.003+08:00

BURLESQUE WAS AWESOME HOTNESSSS!!..thanks bestie Jane for the ticket =) ..two words, GREAT SHOW..everyone should really go watch it

Cam Gigandet as Jack is totally HOT..damn he's one cute hottie @_@

MUST WATCH PEOPLE!!

CRAVINGS CRAVINGS CRAVINGS!!!

2011-02-02T00:29:00.002+08:00

AM CRAVING FOR MACAROONS!!!.... >_< ..not just any macaroons but macaroons from Levain..am so gonna try all the flavors soon..MACAROONS, ME WANT YOU!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE.. ^o^

New color for the new year =)

2011-02-01T02:47:00.003+08:00

Just dyed my hair again..one weird thing about my hair is whatever color or brown I used it'll turns out to look the same!!..even this marshmallow brown I used looks no different from my previous hair color =.=' ..gonna get myself something lighter next time

SEE!!..it looks the same right?!!..so annoying >_<

Loads with Paco Rabbane Lady Million Perfumes ♥♥♥

2011-01-27T00:02:00.004+08:00

I don't normally use perfumes, however it's an exceptional for Paco Rabbane Lady Million =) ..Me love the sweet and feminine scent of it..and I am now loads with Paco Rabanne Lady Million perfumes..hehe

There's a lipstick in the little hamper..Me lovie ^.^

And a jewel purse..woots~

REVEAL THE LADY IN YOU

CNY Shopping

2011-01-23T16:41:00.003+08:00

Shopping is LOVED!..sad that Jane couldn't join us but Von joined us for lunch and shopping..am damn broke already tho I didn't bought much stuff..I wonder where does all my money goes =/ ..

Our all time favorite Taiwan restaurant in Sungei Wang..we love the original Taiwan milk tea ♥♥♥

Lost count of how many pictures I took with Dodo..Von seriously need to go for photography classes..she keep taking err NOT-SO-NICE pictures of us and this is the best we could get I think

Can't wait till CHINESE NEW YEAR! =)

Secondhand Serenade Live in KL

2011-01-13T19:51:00.004+08:00

Once again, thanks to bestie Jane for the awesome Secondhand Serenade ticket =D ..I personally don't think they sound as good as in radio (maybe something wrong with the system, IDK) but they were indeed a bunch of friendly lads and of course they are all shooo cute >_< ..hehe

Vocalist and guitarist John Vesely

Alex Sier on the lead guitar

Tom Breyfogle on drums

John's brother, Lucas Vesely on the keys

I LOVE MY BESTIE =)

Random ME

2011-01-12T19:58:00.004+08:00

First day of class..boo >.< ..the feeling of waking up (especially early in the morning) for classes is just terrible, thinking that you'll be suffering for a 3 hours of lecture (how sad)..I just missed semester break though I'll be rotting at home for that month but I don't care!!..rather than going to boring classes..huhu..assignments and presentation I hate you as always!!..

BACK TO WAR BABY!!

The beginning of Spring 2011

2011-01-07T16:48:00.002+08:00

Class is starting next week..so no mood already when thinking bout college..sigh..am going back to no fun land..gonna load with assignments and presentation..huhuhu =( ..can't wait till Chinese New Year tho for both the holidays and "ang pows"..at least I have something nice to look forward to..heh

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

2011-01-01T00:45:00.003+08:00

A very happy new year to all of you out there!!..so what's your resolution for the brand new year of 2011??..mine??..I'd love keeping it to myself..anyways, if some of you out there has nowhere to go, counting down alone at home, has no boyfriend/girlfriend to spend such special time with you (just like me) don't feel bad for yourself ok..counting down at home could be as fun too..think about it, we don't have to crowd with everyone else, stuck in jam and yadaaaa yadaaaa..

To girls out there, if your boyfriends ditch you on such special day just screw it..especially when they are so desperate going to clubs n leaving you behind..this kinda bf is just now worth any of your precious time (seriously, they should spend time with their love ones at this time of the year, unless you are not their love ones..you get what I mean?)..well, obviously you know what they wanna do in a club not bringing you along..TO FUCK AROUND LA..what else?!!..but don't be mad..just stay calm and wish them happy new year, hope that they'll get HIV and STD for fucking around, be an unprepared daddy real soon, get all their money cheated and just burn in hell..hah

Till then, have a great year ahead..can't wait to see my girls soon..once again happy new year people!!.. =D

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2010

2010-12-28T02:45:00.003+08:00

Frankly speaking, I don't really feel Christmas this year..it seems to me that Christmas is dying from year to year..anyways, I did celebrate Christmas of course..surprisingly the road was smooth or is it normal that the road to KL is smooth during Christmas Eve??..I really wanna have turkey for Christmas this year but never..hopefully I'll be having it on the next Christmas..tehee~~

Christmas decoration in Mid Valley was AWESOME!!..toys and huge bears were everywhere..happy~

Christmas of 2010 is over!!..hope all of you had a blast..and wishing everyone will be having a good year ahead..HAPPY NEW YEAR people!! =D

It's good to be home

2010-12-22T03:04:00.002+08:00

I am so glad to be back home..my home sweet home =) tho my house is not completely ready, at least I am back at my own crib..my last 3 months was seriously damn fucked up..well, staying at other people's house is really not nice..not only you don't have your privacy but also shits happen all the time..not sure if you know what I mean but I am sure my girls know what happened..just don't wanna mention bout it anymore..I am so peaceful back home..can't wait to decorate my room with all the pretty things..am all excited now..tehee~ =D

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

xoxo

Done with Fall 2010 finals

2010-12-09T20:41:00.002+08:00

Am done with fall 2010 finals!!..it's time for me to party hard now..wohoo~ =D

ME in STYLE Magazine for Paco Rabanne Lady Million perfume

2010-12-01T13:02:00.005+08:00

December issue of STYLE Magazine is finally here!!..you can see me featured in their beauty column for Paco Rabanne Lady Million perfume woots~~ Jane said she couldn't recognized me..lolol..my honey bunny also couldn't recognized me..girlfriend also cannot recognize..tsk tsk tsk..wwwuuuu I impressed them with my style?!!..hahaha..anyways, do check out the December issue of STYLE Magazine =)

Zzz

2010-11-30T01:41:00.005+08:00

Me blog look so DEAD!!..not that I am lazy to update, it's because my dad's place has no WIFI..sigh..well, I don't wanna bored my readers with words and only words..I wanna share some interesting pictures with y'all..just gimme some time, when I have the chance to go online I'll spam my blog with super alot of pics >.< ..anyways, am really busy with assignments lately and I am busy preparing for my finals too..wish me luck~

Just Married Part 2 (21/11/2010)

2010-11-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

Weeding dinner was great..it was like a mini grand wedding dinner..food was alright but ambiance was cool..long story short..I was happy, they were happy, everyone was happy =D

JUST MARRIED!

Just Married Part 1 (20/11/2010)

2010-11-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

My sister's BIG DAY is finally here..it seems like it's just yesterday, when we were still kids..running around the neighborhood, plucking neighbor's mango, doing all sort of stupid stuff and yada yada yadaa...well, I do wish things could done differently if I have a choice..anyways, I wish them happily ever after~~ =)

MOF is coming to Pyramid

2010-11-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hooray!!..Me can have MOF in Pyramid already..happy (^o^)..used to be only in Pavilion but it's so near to me now..yay yay.. すきです~

Jessica Hsuan in Pyramid

2010-11-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

I saw Jessica Hsuan (TVB actress) in Pyramid..she was doing some talk for Bizzy Body..I know it's a no biggie..but what the hell I saw a TVB actress la..just let me be a lil' "syok sendiri" OK..I saw Jessica Hsuan..lalala~~

Last day of にはんご beginner 1

2010-11-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

にはんご class was fun..it was like going back to school with my babes again..gosh I miss those days..at least we have a reason to hang out every Saturday..am definitely gonna go for the next level..hopefully I can pass my exam *fingers cross*

We happily cam-whoring after our oral test where everyone else was still so tensed up getting ready for their practical exam =p ..but we did our revision together the night before (though it was not a success)

We were supposed to have a class picture but we were too excited after the exam and totally forgot about it..anyways, we still have our little group pic =)

P/s: Wonder where's Von??..she was with us for the few classes, but she DROPPED-OUT!! >< ..

To Von: I don't care, we're still gonna have our happy our as usual!!..

Miss Babelicious @ Gents 2010

2010-11-03T23:11:00.003+08:00

Hey hey, please vote for me HERE and remember to like my picture at THIS PAGE too ^.^ ..thanks people..

Event Date: Nov 26, 27 and 28
Event Location: Mid Valley Exhibition Centre (MVEC)
Day 1: Press conference in conjunction with the launch of "Gents 2010"
Day 2: Miss Photogenic Search
Day 3: Grand Final Miss Babelicious 2010 Model Search

pictures spam spam spam

2010-10-31T22:37:00.004+08:00

A night at Laundry + Library

ME random-ness

2010-10-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

Can't remember when was the last time I went to KLCC..last year PC Fair I guess..anyways, darling brought shopping in KLCC =D ..happy~~

We had dinner at Chinoz..love the nachos

My darling bought me ViVi ^.^ ..got a furry small bag (free gift), it's from SNIDEL!!

Why do I always get the blame?!

2010-10-26T00:31:00.003+08:00

Was not happy with a lot stuff, but now am even worst now..get scolded for something I've not done and said..what's worst was the one who twist and turn the story and putting all the blames on you was someone you've not thought of, someone you thought who loves you so much..how could any parent put all the blames on their daughter just to get away from troubles??!!..am really disappointed and devastated..someone who can be so close to you more than anyone else can just sell you in..what more can I say?!..am not happy with everything..just wanna move away ASAP..if anyone has a brain, they will think before they say anything..some words are not meant to be said

TENSION TO THE MAX!!!!!

Style Magazine: Paco Rabanne

2010-10-23T23:28:00.001+08:00

My first ever perfume shoot =D ..felt so much like a celebrity..hairstylist making your hair and make up artist doing your make ups for you..was really busy keep getting touch ups here and there, lights are everywhere..was so freaking tired lor..the other model next to me was seriously DROP-DEAD-GORGEOUS!!..

The Lady Million Perfume that we were shooting for =) ..do watch out for the December issue if I'm not mistaken..heh

P/s: For my friends who know me well, they know I don't like perfume and I cannot stand the strong smell of it but this is an exceptional I actually quite like the smell of Lady Million ^.^

Subaru Palm Challenge

2010-10-18T21:03:00.003+08:00

Had a lot of fun working with Karine..she entertained me with all her funny acts and doing so many stupid stuff with me..lolol

OUCH~~

2010-10-16T16:58:00.001+08:00

This is so freaking painful..thanks to the hidden drain in the grass =/

Adam Lambert GlamnationTour

2010-10-15T20:19:00.000+08:00

Adam Lambert's Glamnation Tour Live in Malaysia..woots~~ he's such a great singer and a very good entertainer as well..I am not a fan of his but
I think he's really good..I love his songs..outfits were awesome-ness =D

Jane with her ALL ACCESS pass..envy ><

Honey bear was there with me too =)

Jane and Dodo are my official concert "kakis" ^^

10.10.10

2010-10-10T23:12:00.001+08:00

What a great day to shop..was looking for dinner dress, but couldn't find any suitable and nice one..been looking for one for almost a week =/ ..anyways, awesome day out with honey bear and Vin darling =D

Vin, the future drop-dead-gorgeous hot babe

Isn't the ear phone cute? ^^ Vin has one too, a Hello Kitty one ^.^

Darling looks like he "curi makan" ><

PICTURE OF THE DAY!

Shopping with my HONEY BEAR ♥♥♥

2010-10-04T16:46:00.004+08:00

Don't remember when was the last time I did shopping with my darling..he is always busy with his stuff and we never spend much time together but yesterday was a super awesome day..he gave me half of his day =D and it's definitely one of my best day~~

Dinner at Michelangelo's..the lasagna was yummy yum yum..we were too full to clear up the food tho..

We are FAMOUS ALMOST! ^.^

Picture of the day..I L.O.V.E his smile here..do you have any idea how hard it is to capture him smiling??!!..

♥♥♥ I HEART YOU!!!! =) ♥♥♥

Karaoke session =)

2010-10-02T15:28:00.005+08:00

In RedBox with my babes..すきです (^O^)..I so wanna upload the pictures but don't know why cannot -.-" ..can someone tell me what's wrong?!!..never upload pictures with iPhone before (I know I am outdated)..I need solution please..ありがとう~~

Gucci, Coach and LongChamp??

2010-09-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

My first Gucci, first Coach and first Long Champ!! >< ..OMG I am B.R.A.N.D.E.D~~ lolol..all from my aunt..not "Petaling Street" brand ok..it's all REAL!!..

Pink Long Champ..can be folded into so small..convenient for travelling

Coach small handbag, suitable for dinner/function

Coach wristlet, one of my favourite..not used, still with tag on ^.^

Gucci sling bag..MY FAVOURITE!!..love it..hmm..i love them all =D

Change of environment

2010-09-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

Second day in my aunt's house..why??..because my house is under renovation..damn, it's gonna take 3 months for them to get things done..will be here to disturb my aunt and her family for a while..sigh..I miss my room so so so so so much =/ ..the best thing staying here is having a MAID!!..I don't have to do the laundry myself, no need to wash dishes, no need to make my bed, no need to do any house chores (which I don't normally do at home also =P), etc etc etc..gosh, I felt so spoiled ><

Hope my house renovation can get done within 3 months *fingers cross*..I am loving my aunt's house..it's so pretty and comfy.. like staying in a hotel..lolol

AME + ICEKY

2010-09-16T18:36:00.002+08:00

Meeting up with my dear Iceky after half a year not seeing her already..she's such a busy babe..she has been really busy with work but she still remembers me =D ..

Sticker picture time..we still prefer the Sungei Wang one..cuter and more varieties

We kept buying the same bangles..great minds think alike *wink wink*

Can't wait to see you again soon..we shall catch up more =)

xoxo

Bruises here, there and everywhere

2010-09-14T21:06:00.003+08:00

I got bruises everywhere!..my arms, legs, even my back >< sobzzzzzzzzz~~

Raya shopping

2010-09-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

We actually planned to go karaoke, but Jane was not free, plus Raya it's gonna be freaking packed and it's gonna be more expensive

Me and Dodo were trying to get the best shot..all our pics look funny

3 for RM10!!

Nice? no?

Always wanted to try this, but couldn't find cause all out of stock and now I've finally bought it from SASA..guess what?!!..my mom and bro says no different.. -.-" haizzzz wasted my 38 bux ><

Step Up 3

2010-09-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

Step Up 3 was awesome-ness!!..so many cute guys *droolsss* XD ..I said it is awesome not only because of all the cute guys (it's just part of the awesome-ness)..the dance and the move were super good too..

Rick Malambri is so H.O.T!! >< ..look at his all his hot-ness..I think he looks alil like Ashton Kutcher though..anyways, he's HOT~~

A lil update

2010-09-05T16:14:00.002+08:00

OMG..my blog look so freaking dead..college started, assignments piling up, lazy me, bla bla bla..I've always wanted to update my blog but am too lazy and have nothing much to share..sigh..will update asap..HOLIDAYS COMING!!..SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE =D

New heels =D

2010-08-26T13:32:00.003+08:00

My first Charles and Keith!!.. =D this is precious not only because it's from someone special, it's because I have not bought any heels that is over 100bux @__@

I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on the side and watch the world go by, I wanna get lost and I don't know why.

Back to no fun

2010-08-24T13:38:00.002+08:00

Break's over..will be busy with college again..have to stop shopping and "lepak-ing" (like I would..DUH!!)..anyhow, will definitely spend time with my darling babes =) ..assignments, mid-term and finals, I HATE YOU ><

SLICED

2010-08-19T02:05:00.004+08:00

Went with Jane for the screening of Sliced and I can honestly tell you that this show is super duper disgusting..I was like OMFG throughout the whole show @__@..but it was not bad la..the story line and all..if anyone of you is in the mood for some bloody disgusting stuff, then you may go for SLICED~~

Thanks Jane for all the premiere passes..Me lovie you alot lots lotssss.. =D

My pretty new bag~~

2010-08-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

After getting this bag (for 5 minutes), I was so totally regret because I saw another one that I've wanted for so long..though it's more or less the same with this but the other one has a ribbon on it!!..a cuter one >< ...sigh..don't think I'll get another bag like this and so I'll not think about it anymore..anyways, the more I see this, the more I love it!!..I love you, my pretty bag..

If U're in a relationship, married or none, read this. U'll know why at the end.

2010-08-16T16:38:00.002+08:00

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.

So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6.

By Stephanie Halmilton

P/s: I cried while reading this, thinking that though we all know life is short but how come we never appreciate the existence of our love ones?!!..for all the ten years she had given him but he had not noticed..it's not easy for a woman to give in all their time and years to someone..this is the power of love..hope all of you readers gain something from this story and start to appreciate what's still here with you

Sasaki Nozomi

2010-08-16T16:31:00.004+08:00

I had her picture in my hand-phone for don't know how long and not knowing that she's Sasaki Nozomi, until Jane told me.. -.- WTH WTH WTH!!..now that I know who is she. she's gonna be my new idol.. =D

It's because of her I decided to cut bangs and still feel like having bangs now

I realized she has the Leah Dizon uummpppp~~ lolol..SHE'S DROP DEAD GORGEOUS!..*droolzzzz*