A rebound or true love?

How can someone fall in love so fast again when they just broke off?? A rebound or true love? I just broke off with my 7 years boyfriend few months back..I've always thought that he would be the one for me..my first and definitely my last..but we can never predict the future..I was so sure about our future until our fifth year..he was never a reliable boyfriend nor a caring one..I always believe that if I put in more effort and give in more in the relationship, one day he'll realize..well, guess I am wrong..anyways, I have moved on, not forgetting about him but he's definitely not someone important to me anymore cause I've found someone who's worth loving..
  Of course at one point I was really disappointed and I thought I could never love again..not until I met him, my current boyfie ~<3 br="">I met him in an accident, or should I say by accident?? anyways, it was funny how we met and we still laugh about it until now..he never fails to put a smile on my face and he taught me how to fall in love again..fairy tales do not happen all the time..his past relationship has not only been haunting him but me as well..

He ended his 7 years relationship and got together with me after about 2 weeks..things happen really fast and I can't catch up at times..he always asked me to help him in forgetting his past and forgetting about her..but how am I suppose to do that when he was the one constantly thinking about it..it sounded so much like I am a rebound..forgetting is not by the help of others, not by avoiding..no one can help us doing that but ourselves..

Sometimes I feel that he's not ready for another relationship..if he is he won't mind me mentioning about her nor asking him about her..he told me that he moved on which I was not convinced..she seems to have such big impact on him and it kills me so much every time when I talked about her and he seem to be still so in love with her..he might not realize but I can tell..I don't wanna hold on to something that doesn't belongs to me..he's hurting himself and he's hurting me even more..
SOMETIMES I WISH YOU WERE IN MY PLACE JUST TO KNOW HOW I FEEL~

Growing up was never easy

Sometimes I just wish I never grow up..being the little girl who doesn't need to care about anything at all and taking things for granted..as I grow older I feel like I've no time for anything at all..everything just come to me at once..so much to do, so much to think and things doesn't seem to get done at all..how I wish I could just walk away from all these troubles..