What's not yours to keep, there is no point owning it with force..I have someone who I felt that he's not mine to keep and forcing him to be with me is really miserable..he's always so busy that he doesn't have even a second for me..well, guess he's busy with work, friends or perhaps someone else..I don't know..I am already not seeing him and I hope I'll continue to not see him and one day our relationship will eventually ends..also he doesn't call and seldom text me, it makes thing easier..this is the only way out for me..gonna get myself really busy with work and I guess the best thing of flying is enable me to meet new people and probably meet someone else and help to forget (*fingers cross*) =)
When I come to think about it, it seems like a man needs a woman more than a woman needs a man..what we woman needs is just a simple man who we can rely on, someone who can take care of us and someone who keeps their promises..but it's hard to find such man now..they want a girlfriend but never wanna be committed and never wanna be responsible..man is the most selfish creature on earth..all they want is to have fun fun fun and fun..they only think about themselves and put others feeling at the last especially someone they called "girlfriend"..I promise myself not to be these selfish creatures' dummy..I am capable enough to take care of myself and sometimes it's even better to be single as we don't have to go through heartbreaks over and over again, receiving empty promises..
Why do we ladies wanna put ourselves in such torturing situation..every time when you think about it you'll feel sad for yourself which I am feeling now..what the man doesn't know is that if such selfish acts keep repeating they are actually forcing us to not love them anymore..do you know that love fades??..I hope they know but even if they know they'll never bother..whatever it is I am actually used to being alone and I hope my job will keep me busy (which I believe it will) so that I won't have time for such nonsense.. =)
EVERYBODY'S WAITING TO SEE YOU BREAKDOWN,
EVERYBODY'S WATCHING TO SEE THE FALLOUT,
EVEN WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPING,
KEEP YOU EYES OPEN~